Have you ever struggled with where you are? That's where I am at right now. REALLY struggling with me and personal (not family) relationships and how they impact my family...and while I am trying to figure it out I have been keeping to myself, it's what I do. As a mama bear, it is our nature to protect and defend. But this situation continues to defeat me and I just am at a loss at to how to overcome this continuing the way we have been. Yet doing something different causes loss and heartache for my children...as I said....STRUGGLING.
My summer is over, I've started back to work...it's always a rough transition from summer to school year. Especially when the kids are home for 2 weeks while I'm at work getting things ready until their school year starts.
Lost in thought.